Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in []D [] []V[] []D's LiveJournal:

Thursday, July 12th, 2001
10:11 am	damned computers (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 24th, 2001
4:22 pm	whores and wheefs SUCK IT DRY (Comment on this)
5:57 am	PRESSURE i just need this to be alright i cant feel this another night i cant take this i come unglued i might breakdown in front of you Necessary to medicate im not sleeping cant stay awake too much pressure if you need me i'll be here half unconscious to escape my fear i cant take this i come unglued i might breakdown in front of you Necessary to medicate im not sleeping cant stay awakecant see through this too much pressure drowning in this my head hurts this shit isnt getting me high my chest is so tight i think i am going to die my stomachs is in knots and the room starts to spin as i wait for my LIFE to slowly kick in cant see through this too much pressure drowning in this cant see through this too much pressure drowning in this (Comment on this)
5:50 am	i hate me .im a shitty person..im so spoiled and evil...i dont want to be...but its like a game to me or something...who can be the most horrible !?!?who can hurt who the most?why/why do i not give in?why cant i just say: IM SORRY? (Comment on this)
5:43 am	NOTHING i want to go where no one knows my name i want to start over.....again..it hurts so bad to leave.but ive got to if i ever want to be anything in life....i just want to make the ones i love proud...i want me to be something i can never ever be (Comment on this)
5:39 am	CRYSTAL i hate her because she has a soul i hate her because she has a heart i hate her because I have a soul i hate her because I have a heart i hate her beacause she hurt me she hates me beacause i hurt her 1st I WANT IT ALL TO STOP (Comment on this)
5:31 am	respect what is found respect should abound respect everything that you leave I can't believe all the travesty surrounding me I want to flee from everything in front of me NEVER AGAIN, TRUSTED IN YOU FUCK EVERYTHING YOU THINK I SHOULD BE I stand never again, never again CAN'T BELIEVE (Comment on this)
4:52 am	fuck this fuck you fuck everything you stand for (Comment on this)
4:32 am	LIFE FUCK IT....I'll be dead or in prison soon anyway (Comment on this)
4:09 am	CRYSTAL YOU MAKE ME HATE YOU (2 Comments |Comment on this)